Dont come and say I cant love life with my whole heart and soul

One thing i cannot understand is people that are afraid to die or death itself. When we are here on earth we all have our purpose we are here to create and achieve. We have different lessons we need to learn in order to grow and develop as humans. Its more of a thinking that we need to try and  learn how to cope as humans here on earth. How we strive, how we achieve, how we love through our processes. To be afraid of not living is a perspective I do understand. We all should be a little mindful if we arent living up to our own potentials. What are the roadblocks that are in our ways? Is it we ourselves that create them? If we die late and did not live, why then be afraid of dying if we keep ourselves on the same level a whole life? Like doing the same routine everyday through the rest of our lives. Havent we been taught more out of life?

You might read this and think I am  thinking a little crazy now. But from this perspective it is astonishing how we think having a good life is if it will look the same as we planned it to and set standards for. For me, living is when life throws surprise parties at us, so we experience something new and unexpected that will make us grow into more humble beings and more grateful for what life  really is all about.

Can you really in the end say you lived if life turned out just like you planned and thought it would look like?

What are your thoughts on this? Are you afraid of death? Or afraid of not living?